Today’s scripture: John 11:1-44 (NRSV) (The Message)

As you read, consider: What might God be saying to me in this passage? Summarize your thoughts in a sentence or two.

My thoughts (David Squire):

When I was 18 years old, about six months after I graduated from high school, my kidneys failed. (If this isn’t news to you, it may be because I’ve written about it before.) That experience is probably the most defining “loss” I’ve yet to experience.

As I pondered this scripture, that experience came back to me. I can relate to Mary as she struggles with something that has ripped her world apart.

Mary’s reaction (v 32-33) is where I found myself sometimes. She’s sobbing, and says to Jesus, “…if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” I’ve heard that explained as her statement of belief in Jesus’ power, but I wonder if it’s not more an expression of rage. Jesus had received word of Lazarus’ illness in plenty of time to do something, but He didn’t. God, why are you doing this to me? Why are You letting this happen to me?

The book of John makes the point, over and over again, that when we look at Jesus, we see God. So if we take a look at Jesus as he experienced this loss, maybe we can get a glimpse into the heart of God in our times of loss. I see three things we can learn that may bring some understanding and comfort:

• God sees the big picture, and we don’t. Jesus wasn’t in a hurry to get to Lazarus — He knows that it’s all in God’s hands, come what may. But imagine Mary and Martha’s anguish — and wounded faith — when they send word to Jesus, but Jesus doesn’t respond. It must have felt like Jesus didn’t care. Ever been there?
• “Jesus wept.” He feels the pain, just as we do. God understands, and is there with us. (I’ll admit I don’t understand why God doesn’t just fix it more often, though.)
• Whatever happens, it’s for God’s glory. Mary’s reaction was a perfectly normal, human response to great loss — blind anger that lashed out in self-defense. But if our purpose in life is to glorify God, why do we react with anger when we experience loss? Every loss we face is another situation in which we can give glory to God. (That sounds pie-in-the-sky to me, even as I type this, but something in me tells me it’s true.)

Here’s a song that has meant a lot to me. It’s Casting Crowns’ Praise You in This Storm.

Thought and prayer for the day: When I face loss, large or small, I can either look inward, or upward. God, help me look to you, and know that Your glory is my purpose.

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